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COVID19 and PKPD
Thursday, July 1, 2021 • 6:12 AM • 0 comments

 17 May, I still remembered that exact day. I was at the office, the only day we were asked to come to the office as my team leader wanted to conduct a meeting. We were all wearing baju raya that day and i drove from Sabak to Subang cuz i've been staying at my parent house since last week of Ramadhan. I received whatsapp message in our family group from my sister stating that Abah confirmed positive Covid. I dont know how to react. I froze and staring blankly at my phone screen rereading the message over and over again. It was that 1 thing i don't wish to happen in my life let alone to my parent, happened. Just like that. It happened. I didnt know how to react. Before i went to work, i hugged and salam abah and few hours later he was tested positive. And i knew that i needed to go back because i was in the same house with abah for a month, there are high chance of me to get infected too and i can also infected my workmate. When i told my superior, she then asked me to go back immediately. Padahal masa tu we all tengah party makan lauk raya made by emak. 😂 So i went straight back to Sabak. Straight to KK Sabak to get a swab test. Once i arrived, i saw emak too. There were so many people waiting to get swab, and they all are from the same taman. The cases started in Surau in my house area. Where there is one pakcik positive and all jemaah was asked to do a swab test after that uncle was confirmed positive. And unfortunately, abah and 30+ other jemaah was tested positive. And all of jemaah's families need to do a swab test. The result from that, over 150 was confirmed positive. 

sejam before i received that text. 

On the same day abah was tested positive, he was brought to Maeps by a bus. That feeling when you watch your own father positive is pure heartbreak. Selama ni selalu baca news some people posted that their parents was tested positive and i cant imagine what if my parent got infected too. But now i know that feeling and i do not wish anybody else to go through the same thing. 


Menangis ya masa ni. Nasib baik pakai mask so orang tak nampak tengah hujan lebat 😢


and two days later, me, mak and my sister was tested negative. But we have second swab test after 8 days quarantine and was tested negative too. But within that 14 days, everyday i was living in fear. One, ofcourse i cant stop thinking about abah and second i was worried emak got infected too. There are days mak ada few episode of coughing before swab result. I was scared as hell. Theres one day i was asleep then i woke up to the sound of emak coughing. Like terus bangun mengejut.  That's how scared i was. But praise to Allah, emak is safe. Close contact quarantine sucks ya. You don't get to go out at all, not even depan rumah for 14 days. I've gained weight double triple after that. 



After 14 days, its time to cut that white bracelet and be freeeee but hell no. We got upgrade to PKPD. From white bracelet to orange bracelet. Basically this one lagi terpenjara because you can't go out AT ALL. I had urology appointment at HKL and was scheduled to get a date for minor surgery for my kidney stone and when i went to get a doctor sign to let me go out from Taman Pertama, i wasnt allowed because apparently that appointment (which i have waited for 6 months 😭) wasnt that important and urgent according to her. But its okay. I got another date for that. And also since i have asthma, i needed to buy an inhaler cuz i was out. And i kept having asthma attack. Ye rumah parents aku ni ada 12 ekor kucing so my asthma got trigged so many times, aircond 24hours some more. And since im using another 'species' of inhaler not the regular inhaler, mine was sold at pharmacy only. Even hospital did not provide that kind of inhaler. So doctor gave me surat kebenaran to get my inhaler but guess what? I thought with that letter, i can go out and drive with my car but no, KKM van picked me to go and get my medicine. 😅 






abah got discharge from Maeps after 20 days while all other jemaah got discharge after 10 days only. He won the battle. Abah wasnt allowed to go back that soon because his other condition worsen but i'm thankful he's back now and being annoying seperti biasa 💓 I had a total of 4 swab test kot within a month. Memang rabak lah lobang hidung but whatever. 

FREEDOM DAY 

Haaa tu jelah. I am currently waiting for the big news and i hope for the best. As much as i'm thrilled to begin new journey (not so new lah because before this pun dah merasa those phase) i'm kind of scared too. Scared that i can't carry the weight of the burden but anyways, hoping for the best cuz i've been crossing fingers since March. Hopefully all is well huwaaaaa takut. 


    1 JULY 2021
















of new beginning 2021
Sunday, February 7, 2021 • 5:00 PM • 0 comments

I wanted to stop blogging because i already wrote a new year post for 2021 but someone asked (force) me to post more of my life event so here i am again. Hi G, this post isn't dedicated for you but i'm here again because of you. 😏 Anyways, January is a blessing month for me i guess. I got to rekindle my relationship with someone. Been wanting to do so since early 2019 but couldn't but i'm glad we're both in a good term now hihi cuz the last time i had a conversation with that person, we were yelling at each other macam orang gila. 😂 and to those i have cut from my life in 2020, Thank you for the lesson. I'm glad i've got rid that toxic life earlier. I've said it before, and im gonna say it one more time. That one year is horrific, it was nothing but a nightmares. Such a waste ok. And until this point, aku still rasa geli and cringe when i think those days when i begged that idiot to stay and getback 😭😖Soooo cringey. I'm gonna puke every now and then fikir why am i that stupid. I regret every words i said. I take back every words please. Aku sanggup bayar 1 juta kalau boleh turn back the time and take back all those words. 


Sorry, i dont know yaya yang haritu. Who is sheeee? 

 

Anyways, i've got my hands on my second car finally. I've been wanting to buy a car since last year but theres several reason why i couldnt and one of them is because i'm unable to have a proper saving. Ada je lah benda nak kena spent and i regret every money spent to waste. Lols. I should have spend more on me. The feeling is very rewarding okay. I should be more generous for me, not for other people. I didnt plan at all to purchase another car. Out of sudden one day, i was like lets get a car shall i? So i did. Took me about 2 weeks to settle and hello new baby. Honestly, this baby wasn't my first choice. I fell in love with Peugeot 308. Its an old car but I still remembered that shiny maroon car i saw at the showroom. So i said to my abah i wanted this car. First he approved. Then he dissapproved because its an import car. Susah nak cari spare part katanya. So i went to search more for cars on my off day, also online showroom. I found blue Suzuki Swift. Mak's fav car. It wasn't love at first sight but i had to go for this one because at that point aku dah malas. I just wanted to get everything done quickly. So i told the SA, i'll be sending him all the docs later when all ready. So i went home. That night, i'm still scrolling through online showroom and i found this one Proton car and immediately fell in love. Cut story short, 2 weeks later, She's my baby now. 




Dah terlambat. I kena ada sampah dalam kereta baru hati tenang. 

I kept revisiting my previous company because i miss them so much except bosses lah haha. Me and Huzil always reminiscing the time when we both went for outstation. God i miss the moment. I think im gonna pen down the experience on my next post but tunggulah ada mood. 


BESTIEEEEEE

and yeah, i finally got myself a piano. I always wanted to buy a piano. Dah lama sangat. Bought this on November. Cant remember but since piano is a bit expensive, and since i cannot spend money for myself before this (cuz i always save money for something/someone else) so i kept it to myself je rasa teringin tu. Wanted to ask for birthday gift but siapa je nak belikan benda mahal? Who youuuu yaya? Who youuuuu? So i bought for myself because i love me?


Adiossssssssss


2 FEB 2021













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