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COVID19 and PKPD
Thursday, July 1, 2021 • 6:12 AM • 0 comments

 17 May, I still remembered that exact day. I was at the office, the only day we were asked to come to the office as my team leader wanted to conduct a meeting. We were all wearing baju raya that day and i drove from Sabak to Subang cuz i've been staying at my parent house since last week of Ramadhan. I received whatsapp message in our family group from my sister stating that Abah confirmed positive Covid. I dont know how to react. I froze and staring blankly at my phone screen rereading the message over and over again. It was that 1 thing i don't wish to happen in my life let alone to my parent, happened. Just like that. It happened. I didnt know how to react. Before i went to work, i hugged and salam abah and few hours later he was tested positive. And i knew that i needed to go back because i was in the same house with abah for a month, there are high chance of me to get infected too and i can also infected my workmate. When i told my superior, she then asked me to go back immediately. Padahal masa tu we all tengah party makan lauk raya made by emak. 😂 So i went straight back to Sabak. Straight to KK Sabak to get a swab test. Once i arrived, i saw emak too. There were so many people waiting to get swab, and they all are from the same taman. The cases started in Surau in my house area. Where there is one pakcik positive and all jemaah was asked to do a swab test after that uncle was confirmed positive. And unfortunately, abah and 30+ other jemaah was tested positive. And all of jemaah's families need to do a swab test. The result from that, over 150 was confirmed positive. 

sejam before i received that text. 

On the same day abah was tested positive, he was brought to Maeps by a bus. That feeling when you watch your own father positive is pure heartbreak. Selama ni selalu baca news some people posted that their parents was tested positive and i cant imagine what if my parent got infected too. But now i know that feeling and i do not wish anybody else to go through the same thing. 


Menangis ya masa ni. Nasib baik pakai mask so orang tak nampak tengah hujan lebat 😢


and two days later, me, mak and my sister was tested negative. But we have second swab test after 8 days quarantine and was tested negative too. But within that 14 days, everyday i was living in fear. One, ofcourse i cant stop thinking about abah and second i was worried emak got infected too. There are days mak ada few episode of coughing before swab result. I was scared as hell. Theres one day i was asleep then i woke up to the sound of emak coughing. Like terus bangun mengejut.  That's how scared i was. But praise to Allah, emak is safe. Close contact quarantine sucks ya. You don't get to go out at all, not even depan rumah for 14 days. I've gained weight double triple after that. 



After 14 days, its time to cut that white bracelet and be freeeee but hell no. We got upgrade to PKPD. From white bracelet to orange bracelet. Basically this one lagi terpenjara because you can't go out AT ALL. I had urology appointment at HKL and was scheduled to get a date for minor surgery for my kidney stone and when i went to get a doctor sign to let me go out from Taman Pertama, i wasnt allowed because apparently that appointment (which i have waited for 6 months 😭) wasnt that important and urgent according to her. But its okay. I got another date for that. And also since i have asthma, i needed to buy an inhaler cuz i was out. And i kept having asthma attack. Ye rumah parents aku ni ada 12 ekor kucing so my asthma got trigged so many times, aircond 24hours some more. And since im using another 'species' of inhaler not the regular inhaler, mine was sold at pharmacy only. Even hospital did not provide that kind of inhaler. So doctor gave me surat kebenaran to get my inhaler but guess what? I thought with that letter, i can go out and drive with my car but no, KKM van picked me to go and get my medicine. 😅 






abah got discharge from Maeps after 20 days while all other jemaah got discharge after 10 days only. He won the battle. Abah wasnt allowed to go back that soon because his other condition worsen but i'm thankful he's back now and being annoying seperti biasa 💓 I had a total of 4 swab test kot within a month. Memang rabak lah lobang hidung but whatever. 

FREEDOM DAY 

Haaa tu jelah. I am currently waiting for the big news and i hope for the best. As much as i'm thrilled to begin new journey (not so new lah because before this pun dah merasa those phase) i'm kind of scared too. Scared that i can't carry the weight of the burden but anyways, hoping for the best cuz i've been crossing fingers since March. Hopefully all is well huwaaaaa takut. 


    1 JULY 2021


















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